If I (Almost) Failed

Sometimes I feel like I want to give up. Not to give up on you, but this situation.

The distance starts to kill me. I'm tired. It's getting worse when you're busy, mm, I mean when you are in the peak of your busy period. I know that's for your own good or maybe ours, I know dear.. But, ya.. I miss you.. I keep on trying to be patient. It's getting hard. You know that I can't smile without your 'presence' and your absence is a trigger of my impatience. Hmm.. I want to skip this time, I want to skip this November and December. But I just can't. I can't buy a time machine. I can't do some kind of magic. Huuffttt.. Well, let me pray.. Pray for our own sake. Pray for us, a better situation.

Dear, when I (almost) failed to control my emotion or I (almost) lose my patience, I read this..